Transient tranquility

The apparent hollowness of all that was,
makes it hard to believe,
to have something which was never meant to be.

As the clocks tick,
i feel apprehension weighing me down.
Senseless it all seems
It's just been few hours,
and it seems an eternity has passed.

In a room;
in a trance;
where yu have a door at every glance
none of them are blocked
there are keys to every lock
then they become problem of the solution they are meant to be;

Go on is what i would like to do
but which way?
Is there a way? has to be.
A quantum sound, echoing revertibly;
it has to pave a path.

A tug of war searin' me apart
the unassuming inclination
takes everything i have to keep balanced
still you have me hypnotised.

The future seems hazy
as it has always been
it's the present that worries me.

In the game of pointing arrows,
the arrow will never stop
it would never know where to begin.

I let the guards down
and set out ;
travelled deep and explored
till i found me and lost it to you.
the stone heart defense rendered useless

I thought accepting and forgiving were difficult stuff
now i know,
forgetting is the toughest on cards
a vicarious pain keeps itself tied.

Instincts say get away;
but if it was just as easy.
In practicality and sensibility
i hate it all; all parts of it
every inch screaming NO
but by some insane magic
they come together to agree to a yes.