Melody of Silence ♫♫

i thought i could see clearly.
illusion.
the whistle of vacuum broke the reverie,
i found myself in the valley of veils.
marooned.
my strongest efforts in vain,
the thread strands broken,
never to be joined again.
fork.
for the first time i give up; i lose,
still, you didn't win ; you lost,
what you know not of ;

i grant you what you always wanted,
void.
the melody of silence.

Transient tranquility

The apparent hollowness of all that was,
makes it hard to believe,
to have something which was never meant to be.

As the clocks tick,
i feel apprehension weighing me down.
Senseless it all seems
It's just been few hours,
and it seems an eternity has passed.

In a room;
in a trance;
where yu have a door at every glance
none of them are blocked
there are keys to every lock
then they become problem of the solution they are meant to be;

Go on is what i would like to do
but which way?
Is there a way? has to be.
A quantum sound, echoing revertibly;
it has to pave a path.

A tug of war searin' me apart
the unassuming inclination
takes everything i have to keep balanced
still you have me hypnotised.

The future seems hazy
as it has always been
it's the present that worries me.

In the game of pointing arrows,
the arrow will never stop
it would never know where to begin.

I let the guards down
and set out ;
travelled deep and explored
till i found me and lost it to you.
the stone heart defense rendered useless

I thought accepting and forgiving were difficult stuff
now i know,
forgetting is the toughest on cards
a vicarious pain keeps itself tied.

Instincts say get away;
but if it was just as easy.
In practicality and sensibility
i hate it all; all parts of it
every inch screaming NO
but by some insane magic
they come together to agree to a yes.

Of past & h0pe

innocence is what your face reflects..

but this is not who you are..

it makes me weak..revoke the subtle..

my past staring right through me..

...something in me feels wrong..

but i want to believe i was right..

everything for everyone..

guilt i cannot stand..

whether it be lies or tricks..

reason for all that's done..

but that changes nothing..

i can only hope
you get a good way..
so that i can..

is that me reduced to bits..utter disgrace..

center of universe within me...

a lie within a lie..

living it..breathing..

forgetting all in the mirror..

reality cannot cross the virtual..

looking within.. a well so deep

nothing but darkness visible

suffocating within ...

a ray of light is what can bring a new dimension..

deep within..

i can only hope
you get a good way..
so that i can..